About

Not much to see here, I’m boring af.

I don’t have much time for hobbies anymore however from time to time I boot up OSU!Taiko, at the time of writing this my rank should be about #11k for global and #45 in Czechia.

As for the few things I can be proud of I would mention my C1 certificate in English and also me being accepted into the Scania YP programme which is what I am currently studying.

I wasn’t very popular nor accepted in elemantary/middle school (they are combined in Czechia), in high school not much has changed apart from us having some same interest. I’d say they treat me better here but it feels artifical. Since almost everyone in my class is far right oriented it’s not very comfortable for me to be there however I got good at masking everything and sort of developed a second personality. Sad that I have to write something like this in 2025, how hard is it to accept that not everyone is the same.

For the last few years I have been questioning everything from my sexuality to my gender, after all that time I kinda put it into a hiatus because even if I were trans transitioning would be really hard for me due to reasons from work to family. Nowdays I’d only really say I’m pansexual but even that would likely mean problems if I came out to anyone.

Now a little note for any classmates, if you took the effort of finding and translating this could you not spread the last few sentences? Last thing I want is to not feel safe even a tiny bit at my dorm room as if it weren’t bad enough already. Thanks.